Friday, September 7, 2012

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A little self evaluation can do me some good right about now. I found this list via pinterest on this blog. Thought it was a good list and I don't know some of the answers right off. So while I sit here avoiding terribly intense homework and eating a pizza full of too many calories for one day let alone one meal, I will be evaluating who I am :)  


(I might lie to protect myself)

1. List 20 random facts about yourself.
1. I am Left handed 2. I LOVE chocolate covered cinnamon bears 3. I secretly want a kitten 4. I never paint my fingernails 5. I am embarrassed about a mole on the inside of my leg 6. I cant spell 7. I want everyone to like me 8. I am NOT a morning person 9. I can eat cereal 3 times a day 10. Every pair of socks I own has at lease 1 hole 11. My favorite cake is funfetti  12. I hate being alone 13. I LOVE shoes 14. I like man movies 15. I get annoyed easily 16. I am responsible 17. I am struggling with college 18. I struggled to come up with this list 19. I LOVE snuggling  20. I am a sucker for hand written notes 


2. Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and explain how they became fears.
1. Not being able to have kids 2. Dying young and not accomplishing what I think I should 3. Making the wrong decision and having it effect my life forever.

3. Describe your relationship with your parents.
My relationship with my parents I think has gotten stronger the past few years now that I don't live with them :) I finally realized how much I need to learn from both of them still.  I am also willing to listen to their advice and apply it without question. 

4. List 10 things you would tell your 16 year-old self, if you could.
1. Dont date him, its not worth it  2. Save some of that money from your two jobs 3. Put more gas in your car so you dont run out on Blvd/Bluff 4. Those Jetette outfits are sexy, ROCK IT! 5. Get to know more people around you 6. Take advantage of FFA, it will be big part of your life! 7. Dont take your friends for granted 8. You never know who is watching you, be a good example 9. Live a little wild 10. Enjoy being a teenager and get into trouble! 
 5. What are the 5 things that make you most happy right now?
1. Trips home to see my family and Duke :) 2. Sunshine, weather over 70 degrees 3. Being able to make other people happy 4. My nephews and their energy 5. Otterpops 

6. What is the hardest thing you have ever experienced?
Letting people down, I think I usually take it way harder than the other person does. I cant handle not coming through or falling short of peoples expectations. I just wanna make everyone happy! 
 7. What is your dream job, and why?
I wanna be a house wife! (so cliche I know...) I yearn for the day I can take care of a house someone provided me, cook dinner for a husband and kids that I love and adore. I wanna make every birthday, first day of school, christmas, halloween, slumber party one that they will remember. I wanna share in their celebration, their heart ache, their achievements!  I just wanna be there for it all. 

8. What are 5 passions you have?
I am very passionate about getting my point across, making people like me, doing things how I think they should be done, taking care of people and trying to not upset others. 



Okay this turned out to be LOTS harder than I expected. Here are the first 8 out of 30 questions I plan to ask myself. Take it for what you want, but  I did this for myself. Hoping this helps me realize the person I am and hopefully its the person I wanna be, because I kinda am already grown up :) 

BUT- there is always time for change.